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Day 101 Well I'm ontime today, which is nice, I mean I actually took a conscious decision to actually write this before the 12:00 mark. I mean I've got some time like 40 mins or so. Which kinda shows me that I wanna get into bed sooner than later, I don't be in another situation where it's the last thing to do before going to sleep where I'd be hella tired and all over the place. Which has been so prevelant in my posts i'd say, they've been so all over the place. I mean I don't read back my posts (which is pretty obvious) but in the moment I know its fucked lol.

Day 102 Today was another chill day to be fair, literally all my days are starting to have the same pattern, and I don't know if that is good or not but hey, at least I get some structure in my day even though it isn't what I want it to be. I woke up early considering the time I fell asleep, I ended up getting life 6 hours of sleep and honestly I feel fine, even now as it nears to 12am. I don't even know why or how I ended up sleeping that late, all I remember doing was watching YouTube then an anime and before I knew it, it was like half 5 and I thought shit I need to get some sleep.

Day 103 Well. Wel. We. W. Something I didn't ascertain today lol but I did well considering the disadvantages of the day, if you will. You may be confused as to what exactly you're reading right now but in a few moments as you traverse the page you'll know soon enough. The implications of the day and what took me out of it.

Day 104 Allo, Allo. It's 9:04pm and I am falling asleep literally on the sofa, maybe cause I'm tired and the living room was nice and warm, in addition “Paw Petrol” was on (don't ask, really don't ask) and thus I had to make an effort to get up off the sofa and come upstairs, I didn't really wanna write this or even sit at my desk. I just wanted to lay in my bed, put on an episode of Succession and then knock out. But knowing me, one episode will turn into two and 10pm will become 1am lol. I can't sleep too late tonight as I have to wake up at 8:30 or so due to the fact that Mon-Wed I now start at 9am. I have mixed feelings about this but ultimately I know it'll be good for me. I know it'll instill some sort of routine and bed time, which should hopefully have a positive impact on my day, buying me a few extra hours a day.

Day 105 I'm not going to lie, I forgot about today's post, these last few hours I've been occupied with football then came home to bathe, then ordered food and ate whilst watching Succession and just as I was about to wrap up for the day; I remembered that I have today's post to write. Plus, I've been slowly writing them earlier and earlier than I don't often think about it at this time. But we're here writing (is it one t or two) this and hopefully I don't spend too long on it.

Day 106 Right let us begin the day's recap.

Day 107 Well today was actually a productive basically felt like it was lockdown me, when I was actually motivated and output matched my feelings of wanting to actually do something. It's the first time in awhile that I have felt like this and it was a good feeling. Leveraging my actions from yesterday really helped propel myself forward today and also the show has really started getting my brain churning over my future which, again, is another good motivator.

Day 108 Today was a quiet day, nice and chill, I didn't really do much at all. So it won't be a long one at all.

Day 109 Well today has been a very odd day, I've been in a weird state of mind today I've been feeling unwell and well throughout the day and slowly feeling weaker. I think I am getting sick but I don't think it is corona because if it is, then I am fucked. I cannot concieve the reprocutions of me having it. So many people will have to get checked et cetera, so hopefully it is your boxed standarded run of the mill flu.

Day 110 I don't know what to write but I hope to write it quickly.