Day 97 Ayy two days back to back, I'm on a roll again, honestly I was so close to going to bed before remembering that I needed to write today's post, then I was like, it's been ages since I have properly so might as well write a post out.
Daily posts – either fact or fiction – about what goes on in my life (includes thoughts too now)
Day 97 Ayy two days back to back, I'm on a roll again, honestly I was so close to going to bed before remembering that I needed to write today's post, then I was like, it's been ages since I have properly so might as well write a post out.
Day 96 Yes, yes, I know. I've been gone a long time. Maybe the longest break I've done. I actually don't know how many times it's been since I last updated this. But I thought clean start Monday morning and start witha fresh and clear mind.
Day 95 I'm early to this one lol like an hour and change early lol, I'm actually planning on getting into bed for about 11 or so and then hopefully that'll translate into getting an early night in. Because you know, maths. I've also got an early start to the day so getting to sleep on time should hopefully help with that majorly. More inductions you see, 10am start, so I should be awake for about 9:30, 9:45 but if I sleep early then that way I can be awake early. Ideally I'm thinking knockout around 12ish (1 at the latest). So that adds up to some substantial sleep for the first time in ages.
Day 94 To be honest as I sit here and try to recall my day; I honestly fail to recall anything I did lolol I woke up late, well not late it was about 12 or 1 so relatively early considering I fell asleep around 3ish. I did feel like I got a good amount of sleep which was nice. But I'll tell you the problem with waking up at that time, automatically you start thinking I've got 9 hours or so available before everything closes down. Which is super annoying because it feels so bloody restrictive.
Day 93 Today wasn't too bad of a day, I slept at a okay-ish time of about ¾ in the morning. I woke up around 11, so that was a solid chunk of sleep if I don't say so myself. I got a couple of messages I woke up to from my manager and my collegue (weird saying that lol), told them I was gonna attend the meeting and arranged another meeting with my co-worker. The meetings now seem to be at 12, which sort of works better than me and are now 3 days a week.
Day 92 I got that much needed well almost I believe so, I believe I finally ended up sleeping at 3 something and that's only because I bloody forced myself to go to sleep. But I was just enjoying being awake despite only feeling fucking 4 hours or so. It was mental. But I fell asleep and then woke up at 10 and then woke up at 1. It was safe to say I didn't go into the office today.
Day 91 Well today has not been a great day tbh but did get slightly better towards the end of the day which is alright I guess. It all began when I had the shittest sleep known to man. I didn't end up falling asleep until about 6am and then woke up at 10 something and just stayed awake. I tried going back to sleep but to no avail.
Day 90 Well back to being late again, honestly I didn't organise my time appropriately so naturally this post is hella late again, compared to the last one too many hours apart, which I don't really like to do but it happens, I mean I have a life too! (maybe)
Day 89 Why, hello there. Yes it is, earlier than ever, perhaps even 12 hours too early. But I got some time, a sort of clean head and a very empty stomach. So thought why not. It's been awhile and I actually feel like writing for once (at this time that is)
Day 88 Just missed the day by an hour and 15 as I start writing this, you know what I'm gonna start enforcing an actual 11:59pm deadline, so at least I can actually write about the day itself as opposed to writing about (technically) the following day and that way it isn't the one thing that keeps me away from laying in bed and knocking out. I mean I want to be asleep within the next half an hour and this is eating into my YouTube time.