Daily posts – either fact or fiction – about what goes on in my life (includes thoughts too now)
Day 206 I'm aware, I didn't post over the weekend, but as it stands I don't plan on doing so at the moment, not whilst I haven't gotten a weekend schedule sorted out which I really can't do as they've busy af and something always comes up. So they're off the table for now until I get some clarity regarding them.
Day 205 Today has been hella tiring, I haven't been this unproductive and exhusted in quite awhile, literally have been so sluggish and been laid back since I woke up, which has pretty much led me to not doing anything thus far (other than some quick work tasks, making it seem like I'm being productive.) until now, where I thought I need to write today's post as well as sort my machine out, I'm switching my main machine drive from an ssd to an nmve drive and it's proving to be a pain in my ass, never before has it been this difficult to do a simple task. After that I need to sort out my other two drives. So it's a bit long, so as I copy files, thought let me write this out.
Day 204 Another day, another dollar being taxed. Well, today was a decent day, pretty chill in all honesty. It was a bit busy here and there but some of my main tasks if you will were completed and the biggest of which was my machine build. The hardware is pretty much done, and all that is left is the software side. As well as some migrating of data. Kinda long but at least my desk is all cleared up and cleaned which is a huge stress relief in of itself.
Day 203 As you're aware I've started my trading journey delving into it seriously, I've been doing it on and off for awhile and been doing long term holding mainly, and even that hasn't been serious. I did a couple and have faired well mainly, but I've started to do it frequently, with my main goal of gaining a small percentage on a daily basis. I gave myself a small amount of money start off with and have given myself 3 months with a final target in mind. If I'm able to do that then I can run wild essentially.
Day 202 So, I've been trying to fix my routine and implement a proper sleeping schedule but it's been super tough to do. I am most definitely not a morning person, which makes the matter even worse but realistically I want to be able to add a few hours to the morning in order to be more productive. Mainly due to the fact that if I add hours to the backend of the day then those are generally chill hours and not spent doing anything productive, which isn't anything bad as it is the schedule I've decided to do.
Day 201 Well I am back now hopefully for the long haul, I'll be aiming for 100 again and see where it lands me. I'll also be neatening up this blog, the aim is to hide away the first set of posts and have this at the forefront and if someone is new they can check out the first set of posts.
Hopefully it's the start of a productive year, this is a setup, sort of a foundatiom year in order to help progress in years to come. I mean I even rebooted this and hopefully you can all enjoy my journey.
The Tales of the Inbetween
Moving on to January, I used the month to pivot some of my ambitions and start organising things, the underlying goal that has been forming over the last few months has been the need to organise and have a roadmap of things I want to do. So I came across Notion, so I decided to use it and began organising things.
The Tales of the Inbetween
Well, as I mentioned in the previous post, I will be posting some stuff, semi-regualry with the aim of doing so everyday by the time chapter 2 begins. So I figured I'll fill you in with some info as I know you have been so depraved of my posts for some time now.
Well, I'll try to remember some of the stuff that happened/did over the past ¾ months, although it seems a lot long and realistically I'm not going to check how long it has been.
Day unknown #2
Well, I guess I have a lot of updating to do, I mean it has most certainly been awhile and a lot has happened inbetween. There has been some major changes and some little adjustments also.
I will be restarting the daily blog starting (fingers crossed) March 1st or close to that date. I'll also be intergrating some opinion pieces once a week for now, if time allows, but I'll definitely be aiming to do so. Daily posts will be released around 3pm hopefully.
I do want to do something about the first 100 posts or so, like it's kind of tiresome having to go through 10+ pages just to get to the lastest post or whatever, so if anyone knows how to hide them let me know or I may just like convert it to ebook, and have a link or something, definitely something to think about by the 1st.
Other than that like I said a lot has happened and I'll be looking forward to posting that shit over the next few days, as a run up to the 1st. Only, cause it'll help me get back into the groove of writing daily again.
So enjoy Chapter 1.5 for the time being as chapter 2 is right around the corner.
Until tomorrow.
Day Unknown The Hiatus
Well, I'm back, well only kinda.
I'm well aware of how I left things, and it was sort of in a weird place to be honest. But I found myself not wanting to do anything at all. Between work and feeling depressed and unmotivated; I became sort of off. I don't know what the best term would be but after I was done with work, I really didn't want to do anything else after that and being in lockdown certainy fed into that desire.
I feel like I've hit a boiling point now in my life where I want to do more but I am being stopped by my own laziness at the same time. I'm sort of at a cross roads with myself and it is fustrating. I want to plan stuff out but at the same time I can't bring myself to plan anything. I know I have a lot of things I need to put into place before that, I know I want to do it. But I can't.
At the same time I know what sort of person I am, if I want to do something I need to just do it, I can't be pandering around hoping for a stroke of motivation to uplift myself and resolve all my issues.
The first thing I definitely need to do is: Clean Shit Up. Tidy all the shit around me, then start planning and structing. I mean, I've done half of that but I need to complete the other half. I also need to start utilising a planner of sorts. Otherwise my life is a literal mess.
I also started watching Casey Neistat recently, literally last couple of days and I must say that dude is amazing. His videos are amazing, he seems to be an awesome guy and he captures things so well. It's one of the things that is getting me (for a lack of a better word) motivated, actually no, he causes me to admire work. Some may say art. But I'm going to use work because its his work at the end of the day and he enjoys and likes it and he pursues it. I have shit I want to do in the written form whether it be comics, poetry, opinion pieces, I should pursue it.
It also makes me want to capture things in the audio form, whatever that may be I'm not sure but I feel like I have a voice that may be useful. I'm not too keen on the video format so that's something I don't really want to delve into.
In conclusion, I will continue with my hiatus thus ending chapter one.
Stay tuned for chapter 2.