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Day 87 Well I don't know what happened this morning, I woke up at 9 am and felt so good and refreshed, I mean I had to double check the time in case I misread 19:09 as 09:09, but no it was 9 am but since I only had 4 hours up until that point, I was like hells nawwwh I needa go back to sleep, then woke up at 11 then 12. At that point I was just like fuck it, might as well stay up now since there's no point going back to sleep.

Day 86 Well today has honestly been a mixed bag of emotions. I'll start from the top, I've noticed that my sleep quality has gotten a lot better these past few days, since I changed out my bedding, I'm using a comfy duvee, as opposed to the thin blanket I was using before. Only downside is it is pretty warm so when it gets hot, it is a bit hot which hopefully will become less frequent as technically we're in autumn and so it should get colder.

Day 85 So today was another day where I woke up early, showed I was online and then kinda fell asleep again, in all honesty I don't know what time I woke up, I remember waking up around 10:30 and going for a leak, and thought might as well brush my teeth and washing up.

Day 84 Oooo i just missed the mark, of the day that is by like 15 minutes or so. Again, had chances to write it earlier but could not be asked in all honesty. I don't know what is going on with me but I need to have patience as i know slowly, slowly I am making progress in the right direction.

Day 83 Well I told you today's post will be an early on, well it is earlier than usual like 5+ hours early but you know it is a start, again I had a couple of opportunities to write this much, much earlier but I just didn't have it in me to write anything. I usually get tired around 4:30pm now, body is always tired and heavy. But I'm getting ahead of myself.

Day 82 Back to work, Monday morning. What more can be said about this day. Had a couple of new starters, so did the induction for that, so got up around 9:45 and washed up and all that. Then jumped on the call (made myself look half presentable) the it was done after about 20 mins or so.

Day 81 This have turned more into post updates than day updates because I always miss the day by an hour or so but then again I don't really count a new day until I sleep and wake up.

Day 80 Yeah I know this one is really late but I don't know. I don't really have an excuse other than I've had a busy yet quiet day today. I was mainly keeping to myself, no comms or checking of the phone throughout the day,

Day 79 Today was more of the same as yesterday, woke up at 10 but went back to sleep but I actually caught a couple of messages from my manager and somehow replied then knocked out again. It was a monumental success I'd say lol

Day 78 Well today was a big improvement over the last couple of weeks, I started to pull my shit together, I woke up at the same usual time with an email from my manager, rather sarky but I managed to put his mind at ease; reminding him that I start late and it was agreed upon.