Time. I feel like I never have enough of it. Like I had more when I was younger, a lot more free time when I was alone, endless summers. The 24 felt like something real. You felt each minute of the day.

Then you start working. Start cohabitating. The things you when you're broke and alone. But it's the natual trade-off. Less alone time and more together time. No more summer holidays just 20 days of leave.

After all that it just goes back. Endless alone time with endless summers. Unable to move like you used to but you have your peace and quiet. More broke and less responsibility but time counts down.

Until you're no more.

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Day Naught Where do we go from here? Our life was filled with passion and excitement Only for the rug to be pulled Things have died down And I'm stuck here holding on Am I the crazy one You know for not moving past it Whilst you hold it down. Am I the crazy one To have moved on Whilst you complain of neglect. What did you expect From this sort of ending Did you not foresee this coldness From back then Or did you want your cake and eat it.

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Day unknown It's cold here. I don't know where to turn anymore. I can't see beyond my hands. I can't hear you. Speak to me someone. My heart hurts. I can't breath This pain is too much for me I can't scream They watch me Dark and growling From my bed I hear them They're waiting for me They're waiting Pls Help me

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Day Naught. Happiness. How do you deal with it? Do you kind it with kindness or ignore it? Do you embrace it or fight it? Happiness? What's that you might ask You don't acknowledge it nor do you accept it It could never come to me as it looks into your eyes How can I be happy when my life is like this Sometimes it's the little things But there's no point explaining it to you For you can't experience it.

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Day Naught. Worse off. I think I'm the good one, always trying to make peace. The one who apologises first. I'm ok with doing that, I tend not to get angry or annoyed often but it happens, we're human. But why do I attract the moody ones. The frustrated ones. Perhaps I'm like that too. Unable to express myself when I'm upset or angry. But I try. Unlike the other side of the wall. Just shut off until it blows over. Over nothing either just some pettiness. How are you supposed to live with it forever. I suppose you just do. Those moments are fleeting. Between all the good ones. Egg shells get pretty tiring to walk upon.

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Day Naught. I miss playing control. I felt like it was such a great game, and the story was good and the gameplay was good. Everything about it I really enjoyed. I loved the lord behind it as well as the overall creepyness. I know Alan wake is in the same universe but I don't know if it'll come close to the lore of control. It was on my list to play for a few years and I finally got around to it earlier in the year and boy has it left a lasting impression.

The next game on my list is ghost of Tsushima. Let's see if it lives up to the hype. I kind of purchased a lot of games at the back end of last year so I've got a few to get through.

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Day Naught. Trust. It's hard to build but so easy to break. Then even harder to rebuild. Honestly at this point it's say it's near impossible. Always keep it in your back pocket and never let it go. Never be truthful when it comes to breaking once trust. It's not worth throwing away anything meaningful. Do better and repair the defects. Focus on yourself and be the cure. Fix it.

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Day Naught. Change. We want you to change for the better. We value self improvement and self growth. We will support you and help you. Change. No way. We can't believe you changed. Who are you. We liked you better before. We don't like this new you.
You think you're better than us.

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Day Naught. I hate being cold. Just be normal with me and I'll be normal back. It's not hard it's just decency. If you don't wanna talk then that's cool too just let me know. Stop putting me in this limbo of annoyance. Perhaps it's my fault. I have to cut off the world in order to save myself from being cut. Back to the fake smiles and hurried glances. You know what you lost. It's still somehow my fault.

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