Day 113 Well, my posts are so inconsistent but at least I'm doing it daily now. Bloody daily POSTS!!
Well what can I say about today that I haven't already covered at some point before. As you probably have realised I am indeed a creature of habit. Even though I may be erratic and lazy at time.
Day 114 Today was decent for sure. I got enough sleep in, so I started around 11 after sleeping around 3 I think it was. I didn't do much in all honesty the night before just the usual streaming and busying my self on the web. It was one of those nights that I just didn't want to sleep early but relax and enjoy the moment I was in.
Day 115 Well Saturday has officially become “Me Day”, yes an entire day dedicated to myself, where I do as I please and want without consideration of others in my social circle. I've been trialling it here and there on the odd occasional Saturday, but I've extended it to my wider circle of friends and informed the more frequent guys that don't call me, cause I won't answer it lol.
Day 116 Today has been an odd day, very chill no doubt but it felt like two days in one, it's like the morning was a Sunday and the evening was like a weekday. Very strange experience no doubt.
The day started like every other Sunday it seems, going sleep late and waking up way too early being kinda tired when I woke up, I stayed in bed for a few hours which is always nice. Went down to eat around 1ish or something and then got a message from my friend asking if I wanted to jump out.
Day 117 Well, 29 mins to go. So I gotta get this done ASAP!
Day 118 Well I wanted to get this one out of the way, hence the early write time, I could have done it even sooner but I just wanted to chill in bed. I was actually going to just write it in bed but I needed the lavatory and it became a whole thing, silly body of mine demanding random shit.
Day 119 Today has been a certifiable drag. I haven't enjoyed in at all, I've liked bits of my day but in the grand scheme of it; I haven't. Most of this thought is heavily influenced by my current state of mind, as I am very, very bored, aggresively so, literally boredom is developing into anger. To try and cure this: I brought up some snacks, writing this post and hopefully watch something mildly entertaining. I've done the first step and so let us complete the second.
Day 120 Honestly it's been a long 24 hours, I'm physically exhusted and bruised from a football game I played today, and I'm mentally exhusted from shit I've been dealing with since last night. So it has been a tough, very tough 24 hours or so.
Well and truly I'm not in the state of mind to write a full catchup of my day and night. But I will write a proper one tomorrow. I wanted to write this as a placeholder of sorts. I'm really doing great right now. I just wanted to lay down and either lay there in darkness or occupy myself until I can't stand to look at a screen. But I will try to sleep ontime, so I don't want to be awake at 6 in the morning, like I usually am at this point in time.
So I'll take my time and write out a proper post tomorrow.
So that'll be it for today.
Day 121 I was supposed to write something today but my shoulder/chest is so fucked up from yesterday, got tackled and landed awkwardly on it and it's been so painful, barely move it around. Can only lift my arm up to a certain point. I think it's a strain of sorts. I've been in bed the majority of the day, trying to rest it. It'll take a couple of days until it is at full strength for sure. I'm definitely in the extreme pain phase when painkillers aren't really having much of an affect.
So that's why another reduced post today. Tomorrow, hopefully I'll be in a better position to write, in a clearer mindset, as I've just been occupied with the pain, I've never had a should injury before today.
But that's me, I need to eat and take painkillers, then relax until I fall asleep and it being Saturday, my personal day, I can chill and don't need to be anywhere.
Until then
Day 122 Today was a more chill and relaxed day, I slept a bit late like I thought I was but I wasn't too depressed as I thought I'd be at the start of the night. I actually felt like I had a nice pleasant evening, watched some YouTube and played some polytopia. It made for a nice night.
I woke up a bit too early for my liking but shit happens I suppose, I think I woke up around 11/12 and just stayed it bed until about 1 or 2, basically when I was called to come down and eat the Subway that my sister had kindly ordered for me.