Day 103 Well. Wel. We. W. Something I didn't ascertain today lol but I did well considering the disadvantages of the day, if you will. You may be confused as to what exactly you're reading right now but in a few moments as you traverse the page you'll know soon enough. The implications of the day and what took me out of it.
Day 104 Allo, Allo. It's 9:04pm and I am falling asleep literally on the sofa, maybe cause I'm tired and the living room was nice and warm, in addition “Paw Petrol” was on (don't ask, really don't ask) and thus I had to make an effort to get up off the sofa and come upstairs, I didn't really wanna write this or even sit at my desk. I just wanted to lay in my bed, put on an episode of Succession and then knock out. But knowing me, one episode will turn into two and 10pm will become 1am lol. I can't sleep too late tonight as I have to wake up at 8:30 or so due to the fact that Mon-Wed I now start at 9am. I have mixed feelings about this but ultimately I know it'll be good for me. I know it'll instill some sort of routine and bed time, which should hopefully have a positive impact on my day, buying me a few extra hours a day.
Day 105 I'm not going to lie, I forgot about today's post, these last few hours I've been occupied with football then came home to bathe, then ordered food and ate whilst watching Succession and just as I was about to wrap up for the day; I remembered that I have today's post to write. Plus, I've been slowly writing them earlier and earlier than I don't often think about it at this time. But we're here writing (is it one t or two) this and hopefully I don't spend too long on it.
Day 106 Right let us begin the day's recap.
Day 107 Well today was actually a productive basically felt like it was lockdown me, when I was actually motivated and output matched my feelings of wanting to actually do something. It's the first time in awhile that I have felt like this and it was a good feeling. Leveraging my actions from yesterday really helped propel myself forward today and also the show has really started getting my brain churning over my future which, again, is another good motivator.
Day 108 Today was a quiet day, nice and chill, I didn't really do much at all. So it won't be a long one at all.
Day 109 Well today has been a very odd day, I've been in a weird state of mind today I've been feeling unwell and well throughout the day and slowly feeling weaker. I think I am getting sick but I don't think it is corona because if it is, then I am fucked. I cannot concieve the reprocutions of me having it. So many people will have to get checked et cetera, so hopefully it is your boxed standarded run of the mill flu.
Day 110 I don't know what to write but I hope to write it quickly.
Day 111 Today has been a busy day, for better or for worse. I woke up around 8ish then went back to sleep and woke up at 9:30. Where I had to wake up and get working, since it is one of my support days, I had to get up and work, although I was technically half an hour late it still is better than waking up at 11. Plus if I had done so I'm pretty sure I would have gotten in trouble.
Since then, I was super busy from start to finish, with literally no rest other than the late lunch I took in order to literally, take a break and a moment for myself.
Day 112 Well, I'm about 12 hours early lol but I found some time in my pretty long schedule to actually fit this in pretty early and I actually felt like writing early today. Also I know I'm starting to feel tired and that will result in me being unbothered about things in about 2 hours or so, plus it allows me to have a pretty empty evening knowing I don't have anything hanging over my head.