Day 45 OMG today is so fucking hot again. Like I am baking my ass right now and it's not even an enjoyable experience. The air is so hot and the sun is even worse. The sun rises from the East and so it's directly facing my side of the house. So from sunrise to midday I get that heat. On top of that the top of the house is so much hotter than the first floor and I can't exactly move my shit downstairs.
Day 46, 47 & 48 Where do I even start, it's been a hectic few days mixed with the heat, tiredness and travel. You've got the perfect recipe for disaster in all honesty. I don't what's going on but its like God said give this small year-round cold island some heat and Lord knows we can't handle it here!
Day 49 I have a bone to pick with y'all. Why is it whenever I miss days out and then post again, it's always one of my highest viewed posts/visits on the blog 😂😂 It really is a strange thing.
Day 50 To be honest I didn't think I would have made it this far, well I did skip a few days here and there but I had some valid excuses, or I like to tell myself. But yeah 50 days of writing, it may not seem like much but it is to me. Mainly because I didn't think I'd be able to do so, one of my biggest issues well two of my biggest issues well, you know what I can keep increasing the numbers but the crux of the matter is; laziness and procrastination were two character traits I no longer wanted to have.
Day 51 I swear I'm getting tired of writing “well today was like the fast few days” and the rest of the bs that goes along with it. That being said it was a bit more normal and a bit more busier than usual. I woke up earlier than the alarm clock up still not as early as I'd like.
Day 52 Today has been much cooler but for whatever reason I have struggled immensely to kick into gear. Today has been such an odd day, that I've been feeling so sluggish and unable to focus. I just about got the things I wanted done for work let alone anything else, I had to literally lay down for a bit just to regain some composure and focus.
Day 53 So, Saturday today and honestly I've had a nice mellow and enjoyable day, a day not riddled with the thoughts of deadlines and impending doom but a day filled with the ambition to cross off those tasks that are outstanding. I woke up around 12 or 1 in the afternoon, I don't quite remember when to be honest but it was alright.
Day 54 I feel like I've been writing day 54 for awhile now, I keep double, triple checking the last blog entry as well as any other Anon posts for it. But it seems to be so, that tiday is the first day 54. I feel like I've been stagnant for a couple of weeks or so, as mentioned extensively over these last handful of posts. I hope to resume to normal starting tomorrow, I want to get enough rest after getting like 5 hours. Then kickstart my week and see what happens next.
Day 55 Well, how shall I start this, today was alright, woke up kinda late like 10 mins before my meeting (which was delayed again) washed up and got to my desk on time. I kinda slept late again, I think no wait, I actually can't remember, I think I did doze off around half 2/3 in the morning but nothing extreme, however still later than I initally wanted. It was one of those moments where I saw the time on my phone at half 1 and it increased slowly to 2am and I thought to myself “I should really get some sleep about now” and then bam! I was half asleep staring at my phone deep into the 2 am range lol
Day 56 On page 6 now, with day 56, I was thinking whether or not I should have the latest post first, I mean it's gotten to a point where it's spread over 6 pages now and I don't know whether to restructure the posts or not. Whatever is easiest to be honest, but I don't know; it isn't like current readers are going to be reading the earlier posts in fairness and I don't think newer readers are going to sit through 6 pages worth of posts,