Day 85 So today was another day where I woke up early, showed I was online and then kinda fell asleep again, in all honesty I don't know what time I woke up, I remember waking up around 10:30 and going for a leak, and thought might as well brush my teeth and washing up.
Afterwhich I just stayed up but layed down for a bit then got up and started working. I started working on a task but honestly didn't have any energy for it, I just wasn't in the mood to do anything productive today, I responded to a couple of support tickets and all that and checked in with all the new starters as a sort of precautionary tale where if anyone asks I can say I am being proactionary (I know, I'm that's used wrong but I cba to check) and it sort of works well as we're being more attentative to new starters in order to make their experience that much better, but God Damn; there's been so many new starters so that's literally keeping me on my toes and tomorrow I need to setup a new laptop for it to be ready for next Tuesday, at least that way I've got a couple of days covered in case anything goes wrong, which seems to be happening a lot more often as of late.
Then, I asked my friend if he wanted to grab food and chill after, I was feeling to get out of house since like 12 today, today started a lot earlier, I mean I was done eating around 12:30 which has been the earliest in awhile, I had ramen for breakfast, and those Udon noodles were delicious afffff. Then I left the house around 5ish, got stuck in school/work traffic which was annoying, I remembered why I hated going out during the day, just way too many people which I hate. I prefer the night but the only issue with that is, if you get hungry then you're buggered.
We chilled till about 9ish, it was a nice little meet up and I told him about the blog, and naturally he asked for a link, but I feel so apprehensive about giving him a link as in a way it is access into my innermost thoughts and states of mind. It is quite strange; I don't mind complete strangers reading this stuff because in my mind you all don't really exist but if someone I know reads it then I'm just like, “Nahhhh I can't do that.” I don't know tbh I'll see, but I also think subconsciously I may end up censoring myself which isn't what I want.
But yeah since then; I sat with my friends for a few moments, made the rounds of seeing everyone then literally sat down in my room watching random videos on YouTube as one does in this day and age. So nothing particularly fascinating about and now thought it is the perfect time to write this post out.
I've also been listening to hip-hop again, I've always been interested on OutKast, so I've started listening to their early stuff and as I do with every artist I get into, I download their discography and go through their albums and literally just gets added to my collection, after OutKast, I want to get into MF Doom properly.
I also need to setup my work iPhone properly, I'll use it primarly as my music device, as it has 128GB and I use iMessage on it now too, it's alright, between Signal and that I'm pretty much covered, I am looking to remove WhatsApp entirely from my phone, so I am aiming for mid 2021 being realistic, but even then there are some groups I can't completely remove like the football group I am apart of. But yeah that's my aim, probably changing my number would help with that process but I quite like my number due to the repetitive numbering lol.
Last night, I ended up switching everything off around 2 or something, I don't remember entirely but I know I struggled to sleep straight away which has been the case the last few nights I've been trying to sleep early. Tonight will probably be the same story but we'll see.
My name aim tomorrow is definitely sorting out my music and then setting up the iPhone. Hopefully I am proactive enough to do so cause I have not been active at allll. So baby steps.
Until tomorrow.