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Day 105 I'm not going to lie, I forgot about today's post, these last few hours I've been occupied with football then came home to bathe, then ordered food and ate whilst watching Succession and just as I was about to wrap up for the day; I remembered that I have today's post to write. Plus, I've been slowly writing them earlier and earlier than I don't often think about it at this time. But we're here writing (is it one t or two) this and hopefully I don't spend too long on it.

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Day 104 Allo, Allo. It's 9:04pm and I am falling asleep literally on the sofa, maybe cause I'm tired and the living room was nice and warm, in addition “Paw Petrol” was on (don't ask, really don't ask) and thus I had to make an effort to get up off the sofa and come upstairs, I didn't really wanna write this or even sit at my desk. I just wanted to lay in my bed, put on an episode of Succession and then knock out. But knowing me, one episode will turn into two and 10pm will become 1am lol. I can't sleep too late tonight as I have to wake up at 8:30 or so due to the fact that Mon-Wed I now start at 9am. I have mixed feelings about this but ultimately I know it'll be good for me. I know it'll instill some sort of routine and bed time, which should hopefully have a positive impact on my day, buying me a few extra hours a day.

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Day 103 Well. Wel. We. W. Something I didn't ascertain today lol but I did well considering the disadvantages of the day, if you will. You may be confused as to what exactly you're reading right now but in a few moments as you traverse the page you'll know soon enough. The implications of the day and what took me out of it.

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Day 102 Today was another chill day to be fair, literally all my days are starting to have the same pattern, and I don't know if that is good or not but hey, at least I get some structure in my day even though it isn't what I want it to be. I woke up early considering the time I fell asleep, I ended up getting life 6 hours of sleep and honestly I feel fine, even now as it nears to 12am. I don't even know why or how I ended up sleeping that late, all I remember doing was watching YouTube then an anime and before I knew it, it was like half 5 and I thought shit I need to get some sleep.

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Day 101 Well I'm ontime today, which is nice, I mean I actually took a conscious decision to actually write this before the 12:00 mark. I mean I've got some time like 40 mins or so. Which kinda shows me that I wanna get into bed sooner than later, I don't be in another situation where it's the last thing to do before going to sleep where I'd be hella tired and all over the place. Which has been so prevelant in my posts i'd say, they've been so all over the place. I mean I don't read back my posts (which is pretty obvious) but in the moment I know its fucked lol.

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Day 100 Ooo I made it and fyi I'm writing this with 4 mins to spare to the new day, but by the time I finish it it'll be Saturday. But that's fine, like I don't mind, it's only fitting that my 100th post is late too lol

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Day 99 Wow one away from triple digits. last double digit post, which is really quite crazy if you think about. You (yes you the single reader of this blog) have been following for an excess of about 90 maybe even 100 days now. Shame on you lol for wasting all that time on this silly old blog. But at the same time thanks for all those who have been following, it's nice knowing that you (yes still singular lol) have been following my journey over these past few days or so.

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Day 98 Another day in the office, hopefully the last for the foreseeable but you never know. What I do know is that I am going to be very busy over these next two days unfortunately but that's just part of the job. A few laptop upgrades and fixes that need to be done, I mean it is going to be busy af. I much rather be doing project work than support tickets too but just have to deal with it and get it done.

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Day 97 Ayy two days back to back, I'm on a roll again, honestly I was so close to going to bed before remembering that I needed to write today's post, then I was like, it's been ages since I have properly so might as well write a post out.

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Day 96 Yes, yes, I know. I've been gone a long time. Maybe the longest break I've done. I actually don't know how many times it's been since I last updated this. But I thought clean start Monday morning and start witha fresh and clear mind.

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