Day 99 Wow one away from triple digits. last double digit post, which is really quite crazy if you think about. You (yes you the single reader of this blog) have been following for an excess of about 90 maybe even 100 days now. Shame on you lol for wasting all that time on this silly old blog. But at the same time thanks for all those who have been following, it's nice knowing that you (yes still singular lol) have been following my journey over these past few days or so.
Well today has been no walk in the park, my body is still recovering from yesterday, my left calf is doing a lot better but the right one is very stiff and sore. The rest of the body is stiff and has gotten worse as the day has gone on, now I'm feeling super tired and body is tired. So hopefully that translates to sleeping early (which we both know is a myth lol – its like my body rejects the concept of sleeping early).
Last night, I think I ended up falling asleep around 2 or 3, I skated past those few hours that I should have been asleep by, it was my own fault but I didn't mind to be honest. I got a fair amount of sleep in about 7 hours or so, that seems to be the average amount of sleep I've been getting which isn't too bad.
Honestly I feel like I'm all over the place, I can barely articulate my thoughts on this post, honestly it feels like such a chore to think right now. I'm just so out of it. This is a damn tough one today, my damn shoulders are so stiff too. So I'm gonna try to keep it short today.
Woke up around 10/11, then began responding to a couple of messages on Teams then got up and showered up. Then had a meeting with the team, it was a good catchup then after that I arranged a 1 on 1 meeting for later that afternoon. Then did some work, arranged some collections of tech from staff, caught up some other with tickets. I then layed down for about an hour before the meeting. Then had it and expressed some concerns about my productivity and output as a large. Now some things are changing hopefully which makes life that much easier and I'll actually feel more productive.
Then went out for a couple of hours to the usual spot and chilled with my friend. I got home around half 7 I think, ate dinner (leftovers from yesterday) which filled me up lol then chilled between my room and downstairs, and I still haven't layed down. But I plan to now as I wrap up this post. I mean I've writing this damn thing for about half an hour lol.
But yeah you know what, I'm too tired to continue and shall stop now.
Until tomorrow.
N.B. I honestly almost had a heart attack. I published this post and it said post doesn't exist. Thought “Fuck I cannot write this again.” But it's fine. It's gonna be fine. Lolol