Daily posts – either fact or fiction – about what goes on in my life (includes thoughts too now)
Day 65 Today I woke up at a decent time, 15 minutes after 11 in the morning, I couldn't lounge in bed as I usually do because nature came a-calling and it wasn't a pleasant one, hell it hasn't been pleasant all morning (all because of the KFC!). I've been a number of times already since I've been awake and that's only been around 2 hours now.
Day 66 Today is a weird day if I do say so myself. I feel tired, drained and exhusted, I'm quite dehydrated and very stiff. I've had this weird on and off again headache which I haven't enjoyed at all. I slept very few hours and have had a fairly busy day dealing with IDIOTS but beyond all that, I feel a strange sense of calmness. Like I'm satisfied with everything yet I am on the cusps of a breakdown.
Day 67 This is the first time I've been on my bed, in my room since I've woken up which has been about 10 hours or so. I mean this has to have been the longest time away from my room since before lockdown which is pretty insane if I don't say so myself. Like I actually can't get over how long it's been since I've done so.
Day 68 to 72 (I think) Umm so yeah I'm back. It seems like these long pauses are becoming increasingly popular with myself and honestly it's not something I wanted to do and at times needed to do.
So let's begin shall we
Day 73 till now (Day 75) Right, I think I've completely botched the days but also kinda not. I'm pretty sure it is day 75 currently so that's what we're going to stick with :D
Day 76 So just about writing this on time I think, and yes I'm counting this as Tuesday's post albeit extremely late. Today I woke up late but I did sleep earlier than I usually have been which mean I got some good sleep in.
Day 77 I forced myself to write this. Literally at the the end of my day. It's just turned 3 am and I wanted to be asleep like half an hour ago but it's still better than 6 am I suppose. Also I'm having this lingering anxious feeling; I don't know if it's due to me sleeping late or the fact that I'm sleeping. I felt more at ease staying awake on YouTube watching pointless videos than I did when I said to myself it's time to sleep.
Day 78 Well today was a big improvement over the last couple of weeks, I started to pull my shit together, I woke up at the same usual time with an email from my manager, rather sarky but I managed to put his mind at ease; reminding him that I start late and it was agreed upon.
Day 79 Today was more of the same as yesterday, woke up at 10 but went back to sleep but I actually caught a couple of messages from my manager and somehow replied then knocked out again. It was a monumental success I'd say lol
Day 80 Yeah I know this one is really late but I don't know. I don't really have an excuse other than I've had a busy yet quiet day today. I was mainly keeping to myself, no comms or checking of the phone throughout the day,