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Day 20 Today, I had to get up super early as I had a 10 o'clock meeting and that has ruined my flow for the entire day. Granted I did sleep a bit too late for my liking, but I thought I had enough sleep though I have been proven wrong by my own body. I didn't even get to have my morning shower (I awoke really late), on top of that I've got an annoying tooth/side of my mouth pain which is extremely troublesome and I'm pretty sure it is inflammed. Now I also have a headache, literally located on my forehead (top right) so it's just getting better and better.

A brief note from last night, I didn't go out as I mentioned despite the option being there, so I stayed home, ordered some Maccies and enjoyed a night in. Watched some White Collar and called it a night.

Day 21 The start of this day has been a lot, lot better. Spent the first hour or so cleaning and washing up (hygiene is important kids) I usually have deep cleans every 2/3 days (you don't wanna know). Then I sat at my desk and begun doing some work. I've been dabbling into day trading crypto, just to get a feel of things, I'm going to start properly this week (wed to wed) and see how I get along. But honestly it's been pretty fun so far and I look forward to making something with it and then move into other things.

I guess there's no added pressure when the amount of money is fairly low but making gains when you're loosing money is always exciting, it forces you to be sharp and stay on top.

Day 22 Well today, my oh my, the start of this stay wonderful, I haven't felt that good in awhile. I even woke up earlier than I usually do, lo and behold, no body pains, no burning eyes, nada. No issues when I awoke this morning and it felt so good. Even last night I found myself feeling sleepier a lot earlier (I think that may be due to the lack of laying down during the day, and as I write this that's all I wanna do lol) but I did sleep slightly later than I would have liked which (let's be real) may be the case this evening also.

Other than that; my day has been pleasant, got work done, went to see a friend briefly and caught up with a couple of more. Did well today with the old crypto stuff and later on planning on watching the game with a few friends. So seems like a busier day than my usual sit at my desk but I did plenty of that also.

Day 23 It was tough waking up this morning, my body, eyes just didn't want to wake up or get up from my bed. So I struggled pulling myself up, my eyes felt heavy just longing for sleep. I got up and then washed up and then showered (it was a really quick one) even as I had water pouring over me, my eyes felt as if they didn't have it in them to open. I came up, and put my washed clothes away. Its amazing how neat my room has been after designating a space for everything, order has really keep things – well – in order. Nay, having structure has helped keep things in order.

Day 24 Well, today was the first day of my unofficial schedule, I mainly spent it researching and reading what I can do with write.as and then checking out Mastodon at large. It was pretty interesting and I signed up for writing exchange so that'll be my first step in this new world, which hopefully will be excitable.

I saw the ability of adding comments to posts in write.as, so I may do that either today or tomorrow and if its worth it then keep it going, it costs 8 buck a month so I'll deem if its worth it from the free trial.

Day 25 & Co. “Good morning Vietnam!” Soo I've been gone for a couple of 3 days. But I have returned on the 4th. So enough pandering, I'll get into it now. I've been unwell these last few days and so highly unmotivated to do anything productive or get up from my bed. It all began Friday night; when the fire nation attacked! and I needed to rest and take it easy for a couple of days.

But I'm back at my desk and writing my post post since today would/should/is day 28 but I don't know how to now organise it other than how I'm currently doing it which is by grouping them all together.

Day 29 I was so tired today, slept like shit and it was quite a busy day today. I ended up being quite productive; today I spent most of my day focusing on my work, work. Got a task done which I needed to do even with all the background noise of other users popping up and requiring help. It actually felt good completing something from scratch (albeit with some guides), because its actually been some time since I have of it's nature.

Other than that, I really didn't do much else, I was surviving off of 4/5 hours of sleep and it was tough at times. I also broke a rule that I had set for myself; “Don't use my phone as soon as I wake up.” So honestly, I was right, when you used my phone I got pre-occupied with thoughts of things I read, conversations and interactions with those I spoke to you and was speaking to. Which annoyed me because as valuable as that is, it took away from my time and being able to self-reflect.

Day 30 The start to the day was as labourious as many, I had some good sleep, slept at a good time (it was a bit later than I was originally hoping) I woke up at a decent time, but that's when the trouble began. I found it so tough getting up from my over comfortable bed, that I wanted to continue sleeping until the moon greeted me and stars guided my travels. But I was unable to do so, as work was awaiting my presence. So I got up and did the usual (also stayed off of my phone) so I'm back to that hopefully, I've also got a family thing to attend so I had to look semi-presentable to that so cleaned up. I also need to cut my nails, they're growing and I truly loathe long nails.

Day 31 Today I woke up in a state of shock and upset. I was told that someone close, their father had passed away. I felt upset, sad and grief overcome me. Not only for the deceased but all those whom have been left behind. Being unable to be by their side, is another hurtful and saddening thing, not being able to comfort them in their time of need.

It also forces you to contemplate the mortality of those around you and ultimately yourself. Death is a grievance that every human can appreciate as; Every soul shall taste death. There's no escaping it, no running away from it. When it's your time, you are either forced or go willingly. Into the afterlife and your perception on that solely depends on what you believe will happen next.

Day 32 I'm back to writing on Saturday, meaning I am not unwell and in good health (I hope.) I can hopelessly unfit and with everything opening again, I kinda want to be fit before I start playing any sport, so I gotta implement some sort of regiment. I did start in the beginning of the lockdown but after the first 3 days I just stopped (mainly due to havingno room or privacy to do anything) but now I got the space to do so I will do. I'll probably start off with core body exercises and light yoga, I want strengthen and become more nimble and flexible. Hopefully I'll start this evening or tomorrow. I shall keep you updated.

Furthermore I need to train my mind, so I want to narrow down some subjects I want to cover, so naturally I have to come up with a “curriculum” and I use that word loosely. So I'm thinking it'll be light reading on those subject matters and build some understanding. The topics that really interest me at the moment are; History, Economics (kinda do started that already), current-events, political ideology and Philosophy. I think that's a good place to start, if you have any recommendations do let me know.