Day 83 Well I told you today's post will be an early on, well it is earlier than usual like 5+ hours early but you know it is a start, again I had a couple of opportunities to write this much, much earlier but I just didn't have it in me to write anything. I usually get tired around 4:30pm now, body is always tired and heavy. But I'm getting ahead of myself.
Day 84 Oooo i just missed the mark, of the day that is by like 15 minutes or so. Again, had chances to write it earlier but could not be asked in all honesty. I don't know what is going on with me but I need to have patience as i know slowly, slowly I am making progress in the right direction.
Day 85 So today was another day where I woke up early, showed I was online and then kinda fell asleep again, in all honesty I don't know what time I woke up, I remember waking up around 10:30 and going for a leak, and thought might as well brush my teeth and washing up.
Day 86 Well today has honestly been a mixed bag of emotions. I'll start from the top, I've noticed that my sleep quality has gotten a lot better these past few days, since I changed out my bedding, I'm using a comfy duvee, as opposed to the thin blanket I was using before. Only downside is it is pretty warm so when it gets hot, it is a bit hot which hopefully will become less frequent as technically we're in autumn and so it should get colder.
Day 87 Well I don't know what happened this morning, I woke up at 9 am and felt so good and refreshed, I mean I had to double check the time in case I misread 19:09 as 09:09, but no it was 9 am but since I only had 4 hours up until that point, I was like hells nawwwh I needa go back to sleep, then woke up at 11 then 12. At that point I was just like fuck it, might as well stay up now since there's no point going back to sleep.
Day 88 Just missed the day by an hour and 15 as I start writing this, you know what I'm gonna start enforcing an actual 11:59pm deadline, so at least I can actually write about the day itself as opposed to writing about (technically) the following day and that way it isn't the one thing that keeps me away from laying in bed and knocking out. I mean I want to be asleep within the next half an hour and this is eating into my YouTube time.
Day 89 Why, hello there. Yes it is, earlier than ever, perhaps even 12 hours too early. But I got some time, a sort of clean head and a very empty stomach. So thought why not. It's been awhile and I actually feel like writing for once (at this time that is)
Day 90 Well back to being late again, honestly I didn't organise my time appropriately so naturally this post is hella late again, compared to the last one too many hours apart, which I don't really like to do but it happens, I mean I have a life too! (maybe)
Day 91 Well today has not been a great day tbh but did get slightly better towards the end of the day which is alright I guess. It all began when I had the shittest sleep known to man. I didn't end up falling asleep until about 6am and then woke up at 10 something and just stayed awake. I tried going back to sleep but to no avail.
Day 92 I got that much needed well almost I believe so, I believe I finally ended up sleeping at 3 something and that's only because I bloody forced myself to go to sleep. But I was just enjoying being awake despite only feeling fucking 4 hours or so. It was mental. But I fell asleep and then woke up at 10 and then woke up at 1. It was safe to say I didn't go into the office today.