Day unknown It's cold here. I don't know where to turn anymore. I can't see beyond my hands. I can't hear you. Speak to me someone. My heart hurts. I can't breath This pain is too much for me I can't scream They watch me Dark and growling From my bed I hear them They're waiting for me They're waiting Pls Help me

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Day Naught. Happiness. How do you deal with it? Do you kind it with kindness or ignore it? Do you embrace it or fight it? Happiness? What's that you might ask You don't acknowledge it nor do you accept it It could never come to me as it looks into your eyes How can I be happy when my life is like this Sometimes it's the little things But there's no point explaining it to you For you can't experience it.

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Day Naught. Worse off. I think I'm the good one, always trying to make peace. The one who apologises first. I'm ok with doing that, I tend not to get angry or annoyed often but it happens, we're human. But why do I attract the moody ones. The frustrated ones. Perhaps I'm like that too. Unable to express myself when I'm upset or angry. But I try. Unlike the other side of the wall. Just shut off until it blows over. Over nothing either just some pettiness. How are you supposed to live with it forever. I suppose you just do. Those moments are fleeting. Between all the good ones. Egg shells get pretty tiring to walk upon.

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Day Naught. I miss playing control. I felt like it was such a great game, and the story was good and the gameplay was good. Everything about it I really enjoyed. I loved the lord behind it as well as the overall creepyness. I know Alan wake is in the same universe but I don't know if it'll come close to the lore of control. It was on my list to play for a few years and I finally got around to it earlier in the year and boy has it left a lasting impression.

The next game on my list is ghost of Tsushima. Let's see if it lives up to the hype. I kind of purchased a lot of games at the back end of last year so I've got a few to get through.

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Day Naught. Trust. It's hard to build but so easy to break. Then even harder to rebuild. Honestly at this point it's say it's near impossible. Always keep it in your back pocket and never let it go. Never be truthful when it comes to breaking once trust. It's not worth throwing away anything meaningful. Do better and repair the defects. Focus on yourself and be the cure. Fix it.

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Day Naught. Change. We want you to change for the better. We value self improvement and self growth. We will support you and help you. Change. No way. We can't believe you changed. Who are you. We liked you better before. We don't like this new you.
You think you're better than us.

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Day Naught. I hate being cold. Just be normal with me and I'll be normal back. It's not hard it's just decency. If you don't wanna talk then that's cool too just let me know. Stop putting me in this limbo of annoyance. Perhaps it's my fault. I have to cut off the world in order to save myself from being cut. Back to the fake smiles and hurried glances. You know what you lost. It's still somehow my fault.

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Day Naught.

Falling. I am But not like the way you think I am. Deep seated But spiriling out of control. Sinking deeper Into this abyss that I call my mind. Sprawling into darkness Forever loosing myself. I am. Falling.

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Day Naught

Pursuit of happiness. We've conflated it for the pursuit of money, power and sex. We run to the top as fast as we can in order to feel happiness. We sacrifice our youth and time in order to earn extra dime. We say to ourselves I'll rest when I'm dead.
But death came to us long before we noticed. I know you've heard this all before and find it so clichy but I'm not asking you to give up chasing your money. Just don't drag me down when we can't find anything in common.

I'm happy with my life. I'm happy with my job. I'm happy with how little or much I earn. I'm content with it all.

I get you can't find your happiness. Do another 60 hours. I'm sure you'll find it somewhere.

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