ChapterThree &mdash; RandomThoughts https://mfwritings.writeas.com/tag:ChapterThree Daily posts - either fact or fiction - about what goes on in my life (includes thoughts too now) Thu, 23 Apr 2026 13:16:00 +0000 Day 313 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-312-4bck?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 313 I know. I do. I have been MIA for a bit, I have been busy these last couple of weeks as well as a tad bit lazy, but as you know it does happen. I have been a bit more disciplined in other things which has had somewhat of a positive affect (or is it effect) but I will come back to updating this again daily. Maybe tomorrow or shortly after that. I have been busy with a potential new project in the works which is quite exciting, and I really hope it pans out. I have an interview with some investors and partners in approx. 10 days which is one of the reasons I've been busy. Plus work has been taking up a lot of my time as of late. More project work on that front which has been fun but also a pain in the ass, as I have less free time during the day. !--more-- Other than that, I've found my ears are too small for the new airpod pros lol (yeah even the XS buds) so I'm on the hunt for something that'll actually stay in my ears, they were perfect in every way but that. I've been eyeing up the huawei buds pro, as I don't really like the look and shape of a lot of these in ear wireless buds. So I'll probably order them at some point and test them out. Hopefully they'll fit. Other than that, it's time for me to scoot off to bed as I've got to go into the office tomorrow. Whelp how fun, back to back days. p class="b"#ChapterThree/p]]> Day 313 I know. I do. I have been MIA for a bit, I have been busy these last couple of weeks as well as a tad bit lazy, but as you know it does happen. I have been a bit more disciplined in other things which has had somewhat of a positive affect (or is it effect) but I will come back to updating this again daily. Maybe tomorrow or shortly after that.

I have been busy with a potential new project in the works which is quite exciting, and I really hope it pans out. I have an interview with some investors and partners in approx. 10 days which is one of the reasons I've been busy. Plus work has been taking up a lot of my time as of late. More project work on that front which has been fun but also a pain in the ass, as I have less free time during the day. Other than that, I've found my ears are too small for the new airpod pros lol (yeah even the XS buds) so I'm on the hunt for something that'll actually stay in my ears, they were perfect in every way but that. I've been eyeing up the huawei buds pro, as I don't really like the look and shape of a lot of these in ear wireless buds. So I'll probably order them at some point and test them out. Hopefully they'll fit.

Other than that, it's time for me to scoot off to bed as I've got to go into the office tomorrow. Whelp how fun, back to back days.

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-312-4bck Wed, 19 Oct 2022 21:32:23 +0000 Day 312 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-312?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 312 Say, isn't it wild. That we do so much but we rely on others to make ourselves feel better. As if all of our efforts and work are all just a means of seeking gratitude from someone else. Relying on that person to say good job, well done. Then we'll feel better about ourselves. !--more-- Instead of seeking approval from within we want it from everyone and their dads. I know it's so cliche but I guess we'd all live somewhat happier lives but our society runs on the approval factor. Everything is measured by it from celebrity culture, to politicians to you getting that promotion at work. We live and die by approval, and then we get worried when Black Mirror do an episode of popularity ratings, like we don't already live in that kind of world. Only difference is; that it's digitalised. p class="b"#ChapterThree/p]]> Day 312 Say, isn't it wild. That we do so much but we rely on others to make ourselves feel better. As if all of our efforts and work are all just a means of seeking gratitude from someone else. Relying on that person to say good job, well done. Then we'll feel better about ourselves.
Instead of seeking approval from within we want it from everyone and their dads. I know it's so cliche but I guess we'd all live somewhat happier lives but our society runs on the approval factor. Everything is measured by it from celebrity culture, to politicians to you getting that promotion at work.

We live and die by approval, and then we get worried when Black Mirror do an episode of popularity ratings, like we don't already live in that kind of world. Only difference is; that it's digitalised.

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-312 Thu, 06 Oct 2022 20:11:43 +0000 Day 311 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-311?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 311 I honestly am drained, I'm tired and I'm not really taking care of myself properly which is making myself feel worse. It's not a great situation but honestly I really can't be bothered. I don't even know where I got the energy and motivation to write this post this evening, that's how over I am about this day. So obviously this isn't going to be a long post. "You stupid slut." p class="b"#ChapterThree/p]]> Day 311 I honestly am drained, I'm tired and I'm not really taking care of myself properly which is making myself feel worse. It's not a great situation but honestly I really can't be bothered. I don't even know where I got the energy and motivation to write this post this evening, that's how over I am about this day. So obviously this isn't going to be a long post.

“You stupid slut.”

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-311 Wed, 05 Oct 2022 20:39:52 +0000 Day 310 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/today-was-a-long-and-arduous-day-to-say-the-least?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 310 Today was a long and arduous day to say the least. Exhausting, tiring and at this point you get it. Another day in the office, met with my account not working properly and not doing any work for a good hour and a bit. Especially annoying after I went early. Fml am I right. Then work itself was busy with a ton of visitors coming into the office, full of DEMANDS the bastards lol. !--more-- Then, then, fucking delays galore on the way home, so I was hot and fucking sweaty jumped straight into the shower as soon as I got home. Fucking mess of an underground to say the least. I am tired and my body does hurt, the cold shower and stretches have helped and I hope to actually get some real sleep before going BACK into the office for another day. This time all the big wigs are coming in soo that’ll be fun and exciting. Whelp. Time to rest in bed and attempt to sleep early. p class="b"#ChapterThree/p ]]> Day 310 Today was a long and arduous day to say the least. Exhausting, tiring and at this point you get it. Another day in the office, met with my account not working properly and not doing any work for a good hour and a bit. Especially annoying after I went early. Fml am I right. Then work itself was busy with a ton of visitors coming into the office, full of DEMANDS the bastards lol. Then, then, fucking delays galore on the way home, so I was hot and fucking sweaty jumped straight into the shower as soon as I got home. Fucking mess of an underground to say the least.

I am tired and my body does hurt, the cold shower and stretches have helped and I hope to actually get some real sleep before going BACK into the office for another day. This time all the big wigs are coming in soo that’ll be fun and exciting. Whelp.

Time to rest in bed and attempt to sleep early.

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/today-was-a-long-and-arduous-day-to-say-the-least Tue, 04 Oct 2022 20:54:23 +0000 Day 309 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-309?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 309 Sooo today was actually a really tiring day. It all started when I couldn't really fall asleep last night, maybe it was the excitement of going back into the office on a Monday morning! Or, not. Who can tell?! My legs were hurting and thus prevented me from falling asleep quickly - like I always do this to myself it's like a whole ass stupid routine, my legs hurt I do nothing about it for hours then I stretch and fall asleep - I did eventually like God knows when and before I knew it my alarm woke me up. You see those of you who have been around know I struggle with keeping up a good routine, it's easily one of my most talked, written? Topics since the days of old. But now I really feel like I've managed to get a good one going! It's really balanced and nice but the only issue is I have to wake up early which I can't do and sleep early which is always a struggle. !--more-- I know what you're thinking, sleep later and wake up later. It makes the most sense but I don't want to! I know I'm not a morning person but I feel the most productive and despite having sleeping early, I really appreciate getting a good nights rest. I mean the quality of sleep is that much better. I just have to lean into it and stop being a punk ass bitch. Other than that, I've honestly forgotten tf I'm on about, I was in the office, first day of many and it was very quiet, I got what I wanted done and I was productive and such a great worker bee. I've pretty much filled my personal quota for the week lol like tomorrow I'll try to chill as much as possible and see where it lands me. I'm now tired and at peace. Well I hope. I've managed to get myself into bed which isn't the hard bit, the falling asleep is. But once I do then dayum I love sleep. I mean who doesn't, it's amazing. I could write more but I won't. a href="https://remark.as/p/mfwritings/day-309"Discuss.../a p class="b"#ChapterThree/p]]> Day 309 Sooo today was actually a really tiring day. It all started when I couldn't really fall asleep last night, maybe it was the excitement of going back into the office on a Monday morning! Or, not. Who can tell?! My legs were hurting and thus prevented me from falling asleep quickly – like I always do this to myself it's like a whole ass stupid routine, my legs hurt I do nothing about it for hours then I stretch and fall asleep – I did eventually like God knows when and before I knew it my alarm woke me up. You see those of you who have been around know I struggle with keeping up a good routine, it's easily one of my most talked, written? Topics since the days of old. But now I really feel like I've managed to get a good one going! It's really balanced and nice but the only issue is I have to wake up early which I can't do and sleep early which is always a struggle. I know what you're thinking, sleep later and wake up later. It makes the most sense but I don't want to! I know I'm not a morning person but I feel the most productive and despite having sleeping early, I really appreciate getting a good nights rest. I mean the quality of sleep is that much better. I just have to lean into it and stop being a punk ass bitch.

Other than that, I've honestly forgotten tf I'm on about, I was in the office, first day of many and it was very quiet, I got what I wanted done and I was productive and such a great worker bee. I've pretty much filled my personal quota for the week lol like tomorrow I'll try to chill as much as possible and see where it lands me.

I'm now tired and at peace. Well I hope. I've managed to get myself into bed which isn't the hard bit, the falling asleep is. But once I do then dayum I love sleep. I mean who doesn't, it's amazing.

I could write more but I won't.

Discuss...

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-309 Mon, 03 Oct 2022 20:08:10 +0000 Day 308 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-308?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 308 I really don't know why I call them days at this point, but I guess it is like how many days I've checked in to this blog and did a post. But it is a good way to keep track and have some sort of structure. Swiftly moving on, I've been meaning to try writing some long form stuff, like I used to but since I've started again I have been using my phone because I really can't be bothered to sit at my desk to type out everything. Today, however, I am trying to use a laptop but honestly this keyboard is making it very difficult for me to sit and write something long form you know. Like honestly it is so painful to write shit on this that I am having the worst time lol !--more-- Other than that, yesterday was a bit busy went to visit the ol family and got stuck with train delays, the bane of modern societies, ended up being over 2 hours late and the rest is well, history. Today has been a lot more chill and relaxing and have been mostly lazing around in bed which has been lovely, especially when I got a 4 day office work week, and that's going to be a pain in the ass. I also, have been meaning to make some updates and changes to this blog, and I have been so lazy to do anything, I know if I sort it out now, it'll get worse as this blog grows. I also want to hide away old posts and just have it as a link in an ebook format, but I'm not too sure how to do that, or where to get started even. But I'll look into it and go from there. But now I shall continue enjoying my leisure time. a href="https://remark.as/p/mfwritings/day-308"Discuss.../a p class="b"#ChapterThree/p]]> Day 308 I really don't know why I call them days at this point, but I guess it is like how many days I've checked in to this blog and did a post. But it is a good way to keep track and have some sort of structure.

Swiftly moving on, I've been meaning to try writing some long form stuff, like I used to but since I've started again I have been using my phone because I really can't be bothered to sit at my desk to type out everything. Today, however, I am trying to use a laptop but honestly this keyboard is making it very difficult for me to sit and write something long form you know. Like honestly it is so painful to write shit on this that I am having the worst time lol Other than that, yesterday was a bit busy went to visit the ol family and got stuck with train delays, the bane of modern societies, ended up being over 2 hours late and the rest is well, history.

Today has been a lot more chill and relaxing and have been mostly lazing around in bed which has been lovely, especially when I got a 4 day office work week, and that's going to be a pain in the ass.

I also, have been meaning to make some updates and changes to this blog, and I have been so lazy to do anything, I know if I sort it out now, it'll get worse as this blog grows. I also want to hide away old posts and just have it as a link in an ebook format, but I'm not too sure how to do that, or where to get started even. But I'll look into it and go from there.

But now I shall continue enjoying my leisure time.

Discuss...

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-308 Sun, 02 Oct 2022 15:45:04 +0000 Day 307 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-307?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 307 Today was a busy ass day. It all began with a 9:30am meeting. That's right. 9:30. Thank God it wasn't 9!! You know. So it meant I had to rush my morning and shift things around as I scurried to get ready. I was on-time to the meeting, early in fact but that's neither here nor there because the meeting brought nothing but calamities upon me and the poor souls in the meeting. A fucking heavy workfilled Friday. Lord knows how unholy that is! All my Fridays have been relexed and easy but this one bad to have a fucking ridiculous workload attached to it. !--more-- Thankfully, after lunch and I'm pretty sure my Friday prayers were answered, when I got back from lunch the work simply became abandoned. The higher ups in their infinite wisdom decided the work they wanted us to complete in a day was in fact unachievable and grotesque for us to do and in fact we should get a third party company to do it properly. So all that ends well...fuck I actually don't know the saying but let's pretend you and I know what the fuck I'm going on about. Overall decent day, a bit tiresome but that's to be expected, since then I have been sitting on my ass, eating away and Netflixing it up. As you should on a lovely Friday evening. Ciao. p class="b"#ChapterThree/p]]> Day 307 Today was a busy ass day. It all began with a 9:30am meeting. That's right. 9:30. Thank God it wasn't 9!! You know. So it meant I had to rush my morning and shift things around as I scurried to get ready. I was on-time to the meeting, early in fact but that's neither here nor there because the meeting brought nothing but calamities upon me and the poor souls in the meeting. A fucking heavy workfilled Friday. Lord knows how unholy that is! All my Fridays have been relexed and easy but this one bad to have a fucking ridiculous workload attached to it. Thankfully, after lunch and I'm pretty sure my Friday prayers were answered, when I got back from lunch the work simply became abandoned. The higher ups in their infinite wisdom decided the work they wanted us to complete in a day was in fact unachievable and grotesque for us to do and in fact we should get a third party company to do it properly.

So all that ends well...fuck I actually don't know the saying but let's pretend you and I know what the fuck I'm going on about.

Overall decent day, a bit tiresome but that's to be expected, since then I have been sitting on my ass, eating away and Netflixing it up. As you should on a lovely Friday evening.

Ciao.

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-307 Fri, 30 Sep 2022 20:29:59 +0000 Day 306 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-306?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 306 I know. I do. It's not a daily thing, it's becoming more so a - when I remember when to write - thing. I mean it's not a bad thing but I do want to become more consistent. Which doesn't really help when I can't remember when I actually wrote last , and I don't want to add time and date stamps to this blog. I rather it not read like that but an endless continuous story, an insight to an unstable mind. Fraught with boundless creativity. Lol. Yeah I know I’m full of shit but that’s where I am, sharing my inner most thoughts to seemingly no one that I know. Well I hope. p class="b"#ChapterThree/p]]> Day 306 I know. I do. It's not a daily thing, it's becoming more so a – when I remember when to write – thing. I mean it's not a bad thing but I do want to become more consistent. Which doesn't really help when I can't remember when I actually wrote last , and I don't want to add time and date stamps to this blog. I rather it not read like that but an endless continuous story, an insight to an unstable mind. Fraught with boundless creativity. Lol. Yeah I know I’m full of shit but that’s where I am, sharing my inner most thoughts to seemingly no one that I know. Well I hope.

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-306 Thu, 29 Sep 2022 17:57:29 +0000 Day 305 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-305?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 305 So work has been busy and fun. As always. Am I right. My schedule has been out of whack, late nights and late mornings. Need to sort it out, I really got in a good routine post holiday but it's gotten out of over a single day which is actually crazy but I need to sort it out before it gets worse. So I'll try to fix it tonight but we'll see if it actually happens. !--more-- Other than that, the evenings have been decent I have been in full on chill mode which is nice for a change but I do want to become more productive and try to do more things during the day, I also need to keep up with my physio therapy so I'll need to keep it up. It's always a struggle because I am a lazy bastard lol I really enjoy chilling so I do need to learn to balance my work with things I want to do and then have time in the evenings for myself. Such a pain. But yeah that's about it. There is more but I'll get into it another time I suppose. p class="b"#ChapterThree/p ]]> Day 305 So work has been busy and fun. As always. Am I right. My schedule has been out of whack, late nights and late mornings. Need to sort it out, I really got in a good routine post holiday but it's gotten out of over a single day which is actually crazy but I need to sort it out before it gets worse. So I'll try to fix it tonight but we'll see if it actually happens. Other than that, the evenings have been decent I have been in full on chill mode which is nice for a change but I do want to become more productive and try to do more things during the day, I also need to keep up with my physio therapy so I'll need to keep it up.

It's always a struggle because I am a lazy bastard lol I really enjoy chilling so I do need to learn to balance my work with things I want to do and then have time in the evenings for myself. Such a pain.

But yeah that's about it. There is more but I'll get into it another time I suppose.

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-305 Tue, 27 Sep 2022 20:42:15 +0000 Day 304 https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-304?pk_campaign=rss-feed <![CDATA[Day 304 Well, today was busy afff. I mean really tiring but overall a good day. I went to a wedding, it was busy as you can imagine an ethnic wedding to be, now I've never been to a wedding from another culture so I can't really say how they're like but let me tell you, the weddings we have are unorganised, unpredictable at times and always late lol. But you know damn well the food is also going to be 50/50. !--more-- So much like every other wedding it followed the same rhythms and patterns which was to be expected but nonetheless it was enjoyable and mildly infuriating at times. It very much over ran it's course and the rest is history. I'm home late, like I have to be up for work in 6 hours late but I think I'll have a little lie in and condense my working hours tomorrow. Be effient, not wasteful my friend. So yeah my day was consumed with all things wedding and now it has indeed come to an end. Much like this post. Until next time. p class="b"#ChapterThree/p]]> Day 304 Well, today was busy afff. I mean really tiring but overall a good day. I went to a wedding, it was busy as you can imagine an ethnic wedding to be, now I've never been to a wedding from another culture so I can't really say how they're like but let me tell you, the weddings we have are unorganised, unpredictable at times and always late lol. But you know damn well the food is also going to be 50/50. So much like every other wedding it followed the same rhythms and patterns which was to be expected but nonetheless it was enjoyable and mildly infuriating at times. It very much over ran it's course and the rest is history.

I'm home late, like I have to be up for work in 6 hours late but I think I'll have a little lie in and condense my working hours tomorrow. Be effient, not wasteful my friend.

So yeah my day was consumed with all things wedding and now it has indeed come to an end.

Much like this post.

Until next time.

#ChapterThree

]]> https://mfwritings.writeas.com/day-304 Mon, 26 Sep 2022 01:27:31 +0000