Day 91 Well today has not been a great day tbh but did get slightly better towards the end of the day which is alright I guess. It all began when I had the shittest sleep known to man. I didn't end up falling asleep until about 6am and then woke up at 10 something and just stayed awake. I tried going back to sleep but to no avail. I then messaged my manager that I wasn't feeling so well (which was true) I felt so fatigued and had headaches, honestly I was not in a good state, my voice sounded so tired and my face looked so horrendously tired. I mean sleep has not really been my ally as of late.
After that I just stayed in bed, ended up doing some work when I woke up and then around 4/5 in the afternoon. Just some emails and some Teams messages then I tried to sleep, ate, watched some of that YouTube channel (it really is so good) then just chilled and after that went to play football, game started for 8, and got there for 10 to.
Football was alright, a bit enjoyable and didn't play that well so it was fustrating at times after that we went out and then just chilled and all that good stuff. Got home for about half 12, then showered up and felt so fresh and thought got some time to quickly write this post up, I hope to be asleep in 20 mins which will be 2 am. Half 2 latest, I actually hope I fall asleep.
Last night was honestly was the worst, I ended up getting into bed late as you're aware, so I blacked out (switched off all devices) around half 3 or 4 I think and then I could not fall asleep and before I knew it the sun was up, to be honest I ended up watching YouTube again, more 8 out of 10 cats does countdown clips then I blacked out again around 5 something and last I checked it was 6 and then fell asleep.
I was feeling shit during the day and tired, it was raining loads so I couldn't even go into the garden, so I was feeling lethargic and super tired. I was either laying down or sitting at my desk. Only now I'm feeling better due to the blood circulation and of course the shower which always helps.
But yeah hopefully I get to sleep ontime and I think I'll probably go into the office tomorrow also, so travelling into London will be interesting; I might get some bubble tea also :D so yeah we'll see.
Until tomorrow then.