Day 86 Well today has honestly been a mixed bag of emotions. I'll start from the top, I've noticed that my sleep quality has gotten a lot better these past few days, since I changed out my bedding, I'm using a comfy duvee, as opposed to the thin blanket I was using before. Only downside is it is pretty warm so when it gets hot, it is a bit hot which hopefully will become less frequent as technically we're in autumn and so it should get colder.
I woke up around the usual time and got out of bed like 20 mins before the weekly catchup meeting. Caught my manager up with a few tasks I'm doing as well as stuff I plan to do, also mentioned the new starter thing which worked to my advantage, shows proactiveness which I'm all about lol. (It's true I really am) after that had a shower, ate and all that good stuff. I worked on setting a new machine that needs to be sent off by Tuesday so got a couple of days to iron out any issues. Which Lo! and behold! happened so probably try to get that done most likely tomorrow or even now if I so desired.
After that around 4ish, the most stupid, annoying, fustrating thing took place. I really don't want to get into details but believe you me, it was a misunderstanding that I believe now the person was looking for. Person A accused me of being rude and having no manners (bare in mind that they are way older than me, I didn't do anything rude nor was it my intention – I mean if I did something along those lines I'd own up to it.) One thing led to another and (let's say Person B, C & D) who I'm quite close with, berated me, insulted me in front of Person A who was also doing the same thing. Instead of finding out my side of the story then sided with Person A, and I was mad, then I laughed it off then it really hit me that they sided with Person A and could say those things about me without asking me what happened. Person A made up a lot of things also that I did such and such which never took place.
Honestly, hearing that stuff from your own family hurts, forget about Person A (they had their own vested interests it seems) but for them to side and not even ask me what happened and then to carry on insulting me. Hurt. It hurt alot. Especially since I do a lot of shit for them, they know I am not that type of person also. I'm not gonna lie it really did and so I'm not gonna talk to them, I'm just gonna go my sister's I'd go tomorrow if I could but I have work shit to do.
Then I went out, not speaking to them or telling them where I was going, I got picked up by my mate, who I hadn't seen in awhile, we had a nice catchup, got some food and then chilled. My other mate (the usual guy) joined us and we ended up talking all things; anime, manga, tv shows, life. It was enjoyable.
Now I'm home, and that momentary distraction is gone, I'm upset, angry and hurt. Honestly my mind is racing with shit to vent. I've not spoken to anyone (other than one person) regarding it and so I'm slysly venting here. I mean why else do I have this lol.
But yeah that was my day, an unnecessary incident dropped into the middle but that's life, like I'm not even mad about Person A because it's expected to an extent (bloody crocodile tears much) but the reaction of all the others.
I'll probably watch some Samuari Champloo then sleep after that.
Until next time.