Day 2526 Sometimes I don't know what to write. So I don't write and so I don't post and other times it hits me like a bolt of lightening. Then there are moments where it permeates for a couple of days and I'll jot it down. I understand it's my own fault because I dedicate no time to it like I used to in the past. It's like if I can be done in 3 mins or less I'll write and post if not then days until my next shitty thought.
I understand it's my own fault this is something I want to do but I dedicate no time to it. I feel like in the past it was very much on the forefront of my mind but as I've aged other priorities have gotten in the way. There are a few things I want to do but I feel like it get usurped by things that don't require much brain power. I get it, once I'm home from work I don't really feel like doing anything but honestly why? I know I have capacity but it just falls by the wayside, ultimately.
Much to think about, routines to tinker until I find my perfect one. Then that'll need changing too!
#Chapter25